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It's been a long time, we shouldn't of left you, without a dope beat to step to!

 ADHD Fast Thoughts So it's been a minute since I have blogged and I have had amazing days.  Lots of them. Way more than I have had in a while. But of course, there's still the little things.    1st thing I am proud of - Feb 14 was 27 years ago that Mark moved up here.  I barely thought about him that day.  I got to see some amazing people and made sure everyone felt the love! 2 - I have the FEELS!  They are getting serious and I am fighting my brain hardcore to make sure it doesn't fuck things up!  3 - I had a 3rd hang-out with a man that I am very worried about.  It reminded me of back when I was so intertwined with Mark.  Even when things were good things were always one move away from being horrible!  (It happened A LOT)  Things would be so very fun then I would say one thing ask one question, and then I had an angry person and I had to try to figure out how to fix it. Over the years I learned to just walk way and let him b...