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6 Months Today

 First on a positive note it's the "Month of Erica" or "20 days of Erica" Depending on how you look at it.  My birthday is comming up quickly.   Mark started this thing when we were dating where we celebrated every day for 20 days. Now over the years we celebrated much less and last year he forgot my birthday all together, but I digress..... Today is 6 months since they found Mark's body.   6 months he has been gone from this Earth.  In that time I have grown more than I could ever imagine. I often feel like I am 18 when it comes to the social world.  I never dated (Got engaged at 16)  I very rarely went out with large groups of adults on anything other than a birthday/Christmas party.  But now I have a social life.  Gone are the days I would go home from work and spend from the time I got home until he time I went to bed with Mark. (Or napping)   Side note I think I used to nap so much because it gave me an escape from spendin...